Current mood:

cynical

so i lied so what...

I promised myself that I was going to blog more often but then I lied. So what? It's not like I don't trryy, I do it's just so hard to keep up with stuffs sometimes. I have so much shit to do all day, I hardly keep up.  Most times I end up doing nothing: at least not to the very last minute anyway. That’s what gets me in so much damn trouble! 
A big part of this is the fact that ‘I am a big procrastinator’... ‘Yes and’ I'm working on changing that but then again I have being trying to change that for a while now. But yet again so what? I like waiting till the very last minute. Exciting. I work best when I’m under pressure, crunch time is my best time. Ironically I feel in control. Yes, I get in trouble, way too much trouble, like that time I conveniently forgot to complete my application! Trouble and a lot of yelling...Whatever! I didn’t wanna go for that program anyway… oh shoot gat 2 go